This track goes out to anyone who's been trapped and found a way out. Enjoy the second single from our upcoming debut EP "Dead End // Detour".
lyrics
I don’t know how it came to this but
I think I blacked out this entire month
(Twenty-five and still growing up)
I’m on the couch with a heavy heart and
A notebook of people I used to call
Can’t bring myself to dial the phone.
It’s been two whole weeks.
Since I’ve left my apartment.
Wish I could leave my own head.
I thought I knew how my life would turn out
But these thoughts weigh me down, my friends say I’ll come around
Months go by without a trace of what's left
Am I stuck in the past or
Keeping up at best
Is this the state of my depression
or just a form of self expression
I can’t tell, (they say) this pill will help
I know its been this way for months
I tried to hide behind this front
Realized that it’s my own delusion
It’s been three damn weeks.
(Since I’ve) been off my medication
About time that I pick the pieces up
I thought I knew how my life would turn out
But these thoughts weigh me down, my friends say I’ll come around
Months go by without a trace of what's left
Am I stuck in the past or
Keeping up at best
This bitter feelings left it hard to breathe,
I’ll try to get some sleep
And see the worlds not out to get me.
I thought I knew how my life would turn out
But these thoughts weigh me down, my friends say I’ll come around
Months go by without a trace of what's left
Am I stuck in the past or
Keeping up at best
(I just need some sleep, I just need some sleep)
It's been four damn weeks, and I just need some sleep.
credits
from Pharmacophobia (Single),
released April 19, 2019
Produced by Kyle Marchant. Mastered by Jesse Cannon.
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